post-lenten reflection. im a week late in that sense.

i intended to keep my life not messy. well actually, the goal was for me to be able to walk through my half of my dorm room without struggle. seeing that it usually takes under an hour for my room to get messy again, this goal was difficult. infact, my room back in riverside is quite the pig sty but thats mostly because i was sick.

bizarrely, i've managed to clean up most of my personal life. its a good day.

i feel much as i was spring break 2001. i found myself doing nothing and being a nerd by posting at the offical buffy posting board. but im not not doing anything. thats kinda refreshing, isnt it? having something that resembles a life with the carefreeness of being a person without one.

happy april 11th. 364 days ago, it was prom. 365 days ago i was kinda alone. 366 days ago, my parents headed east.

this is the story of a girl. who cried ariver and drown the whole world.

maybe i should lj this all. privacy is prized. in this voyeuristic world of the internet, why are you reading this?