crap! and norah jones - shoot the moon.. oh man... i guess i still have tears in me.

The summer days are gone too soon
You shoot the moon
And miss completely
And now you're left to face the gloom
The empty room that once smelled sweetly
Of all the flowers you plucked if only
You knew the reason
Why you had to each be lonely
Was it just the season?

Now the fall is here again
You can't begin to give in
It's all over

When the snows come rolling through
You're rolling too with some new lover
Will you think of times you've told me
That you knew the reason
Why we had to each be lonely
It was just the season

oh man. i just downloaded You Got It by Whoopi Goldberg and i started to cry. yay kairos high!

::on the phone::

me: ::farts really loud::
me: oh my, i just farted.
jeff: oh really? i just thought your chair creaked or something.

... the results of kairos food. no no... the results of eating too MUCH kairos food. gas!

wow. what an amazing experience. words cant explain kairos. Kairos XVII just rocked! everyone should have the opportunity to experience it. i like people who i never thought i'd like and i've related to people i never thought i could relate to. it was such an amazing experience to realize that you yourself is actually special.

and a lot cool stuff happened!

like.... steph playing clair de lune, susan, ashley, and faiza learning how to play the piano, me hitting my head on the wood, renee and her amazing collection of paul frank apparel, cynthia being a WHOLE LOTTA WOMAN, char revealing zette's 'one year old child', leslie playing beat it and the organ, joann and her toe ( wait, thats not cool ) grace and her prada shirt, miriam and i having the same eyes andeveryone having her hair is one pigtail.

and kats ANTLERS!

well i cant really say anything without revealing much, sooo... im just going to LIVE THE FOURTH!

but on a sad note, mr. rogers died!

things to do

- write those 24 kairos letters
- buy comfy pants
- do the ms paragraph
- pack for kairos
- buy snacks
- finish the laundry.

boo.

Have you ever...
01. Fallen for a friend? no
02. Made out with JUST a friend? no
03. Rejected someone? no
04. Been in love? yes
05. Been in lust? yes
06. Used someone? yes :þ
07. Been used? i dont know, have you?
08. Cheated on someone? no
09. Been cheated on? no? or yah?
10. Been kissed? no, jeff and i NEVER kiss. ever. :)
11. Done something you regret? yah


Who was the last person...
12. You touched? my dad
13. You talked to? jeff
14. You hugged? jeff
15. You instant messaged? jeff
16. You kissed? my grandma
17. You had sex with? *giggles*
18. You yelled at? my mom
19. You laughed with? me myself and i
20. You had a crush on? i... dont remember
21. Who broke your heart? like renee said, no one... yet



Do you...
22. Color your hair? i have virgin hair
23. Have tattoos? none that i know of... hey, whats that on my back?!?!
24. Piercings? ears
25. Have a boyfriend? yup
26. Floss daily? Uh, when I remember to. <== renee! then the question is do you remeber daily
27. Own a webcam? yes. but because that damned virus, i dont know how to get it back up
28. Ever get off the damn computer? only to go out driving to random places
29. Sprechen sie deutsche? no, danke
30. Habla espanol? si, pero un poquito.



Have you/do you/do you have...
40. Considered a life of crime? only when my report card comes in
41. Considered being a hooker? no.
42. Considered being a pimp? haha
43. Are you psycho? eh
44. Split personalities? multiple
45. Schizophrenic? no
46. Obsessive? sometimes
47. Obsessive compulsive? no
48. Panic? yes
50. Depressed? no
51. Suicidal? no
52. Obsessed with hate? no
53. Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? no
54. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? no
56. What would you be doing? no
58. What are you listening to? cake - the distance
59. Can you do anything freakish with your body? oh yes. i can do many many things.
60. Chicken or fish? pollo
61. Do you have a favourite animal, no matter how lame it may be? TAPIRS!!!! remember that cutest ugly thing!?!



Current Clothes: american eagle pants and a shirt i found i my closet, my miracle bra and my "i <3 me" underwear ;)
Current Mood: yay
Current Music: same as 58. next song is... bad religion - struck a nerve
Current Taste: chiense food
Current Hair: pony tail
Current Annoyance: this bra is killing me.
Current Smell: nut body butter
Current thing I ought to be doing: timed writing.
Current Desktop Picture: nothing. that virus wiped everything out.
Current Favorite Group: the tree group. what? you thought i was going to say the bougouis clan?
Current Book: the princess bride and harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban
Current DVD In Player: the royal tenenbaums
Current Refreshment: nothing
Current Worry: that csula is the only college that will accept me.
Current Crush: jeff
Current Favorite Celebrity: orlando bloom



ARE YOU...
Understanding: yes
Open-minded: sure
Arrogant: no
Insecure: yes
Interesting: i hope so.. AM I INTERESTING??!?!
Hungry: no
Friendly: yes
Smart: no
Moody: yes
Childish: yes
Independent: yes
Hard working: no
Organized: no
Healthy: no
Emotionally Stable: no
Shy: NO
Difficult: sometimes
Bored Easily: yes
Thirsty: nah.
Responsible: no
Sad: no
Happy: usually
Trusting: more like gullible
Unique: sure!
Lonely: nah


Name: vanessa
Nicknames: venirse, ness, nessa, vanes, barrios
Hair color: brown
Birthday: 9/30
Eye Color: Brown
Siblings: yes
Righty or lefty? Righty.
What's your sign? libra


On Dating...
Long or short hair? whatever jeff has (longish short)
Dark or blond hair? whatever jeff has (dark)
Tall or short? tallish
Pretty but dumb or Ok looking but smart? whatever jeff has (sexy looking and smart ;))
Dark or light eyes? whatever jeff has (dark)
Light skinned or dark? whatever jeff is (dark!)
Pierced or no? whatever jeff is (pierced!)
Freckles or none? whatever jeff has (none)
Skinny or pudgy? whatever jeff is (hot)
thuggish or sporty type? whatever jeff is (sporty)
Whitewashed, Thuggish, Fobby? whatever jeff is (jeff)
Accent or American? whatever jeff sounds like



On preferences...
Chocolate milk or hot chocolate? hot chocolate
McDonalds or Burger King? McDonalds.
Marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend? both
Sweet or sour? Sweet.
Root Beer or Dr. Pepper? dr pepper
Sappy/action/comedy/horror? comedy
Cats or dogs? Dogs.
Ocean or Pool? Pool.
Cool Ranch or Nacho Cheese? nacho cheese
Mud or Jell-O wrestling? Jell-O.
With or without ice-cubes? With.
Shine or rain? sine, rain almost killed me!
Winter/Summer/Fall/Spring? autumn
Vanilla or Chocolate? vanilla.
Snowboarding or skiing? zippoboggining!
Cake or cookies? cookies
Cereal or toast? cereal
Gloves or mittens? mittens
Eyes open or closed? eyes open
Fly or breathe under water? breath underwater
Bunk-bed or waterbed? water bed!
Chewing gum or hard candy? chewing gum

oh gads. and my lyrics file. that thing was like... 500+ files. :(

what i miss most from my computer pre-virus: my pictures and all my im convos.

blaaah!

and all my webcam pics... maan, those were radacious. alas.

and i dont remember any of my 700+ mp3s. anyone wanna help me out?

what i miss most from my computer pre-virus: my pictures and all my im convos.

blaaah!

and all my webcam pics... maan, those were radacious. alas.

and i dont remember any of my 700+ mp3s. anyone wanna help me out?

oh yeah, i got into cal state los angeles... woo hoo! like leslie, i'm going to college! yay!

ugh.. so i got this virus on my comp.. so now my comps is pretty much cleaned out..

very sad.

so im here again at kats house.

im blogging too!
and studying for physiology
and watching the princess diaries.

woo hoo! cool times.

not really. i have physiology test that i havent studied about.

and yes, my comp is still taking a holiday.

aww man.. kat's comp crashed on me. booo. AT LEAST ITS WORKING. not like my comp.
i have a feeling that kats comp hates my ass.

"This friend was lizaveta, but everyone called her.... lizaveta" -crime and punishment
(kat: not the exact quote, but u gotta give her credit for trying right?)
ness: HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEY.

anyhoo, i had a revelation before kat's aol froze up. i realized why you dont usually see blogs ranting about computers crashing. thats because, if a computer crashes, YOU CANT BLOG ON THAT COMP

ok. im finished.

hehehe! this is pingol senior's mood for the day of 2/17/03

hehehehe jeff's so GRRRR in that pic. heheheheheh! and vlad's all flicking off jeff's head... oh man... cool mood!

three day week!
woo hoo!

ahh fuck dammit.

i spent time today with jeff and it really dawned on me that prom is coming up.

i should just wear my winterformal dress again. with hair down. and better body. like erin said "Darn shortness. Darn body shape. Grumble grumble." alas. and you can really notice the weight gain/weight loss between me and jeff, respectively if you look at our formal pic and prom pic together. seriously.

but on an up note, i saw jeff today! radtacular.

oh and i ate pho with kat and israel at upper house. wooo... that hot spicy pho was spiiiiiiiiicay. it was burning hot.

at kat house we commented on our weekends, profiles, our boobies, and joe millionaire. and i performed an interpretive dance to sarah mclachlan songs. haha fun times.

and i'm contemplating capitalizing things.

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i thought that reunirse would appreiciate that pic... see... yahoo doest always post pornographic figure skaters...

vanessa is blogging. again... at the request of jeff.

hehe. kat and i are laughing at something that no one else knows about... i think katie will laugh at it too... and joann too.

i went to church today. fun times.

i went to chinatown to eat. i hate that place... except the one place we always go to eat... with the slippery shrimp.

i went to glendale today and went on a date with jeff. we watched gangs of new york... yeah.

now im home.

ok... this is pretty damned weird

this convo goes with it..

jo: kk
jo: wat is it?
me: a picture.
me: dont worry, its not one of those freaky things
jo: O.O liar!
me: swear to god.
jo: oh jeez...that's practically porn!
jo: bad ice skater!

my valentines day...

i had a reallly nice one..because i spent it with jeff and the 60 freeway... now dont laugh now! i'm beginning to love the 60 freeway and its traffic!

it was perfect! it doesnt matter that i drove for a very long distance... because he's worth every mile of it ^_^

jojo has a blog! iaminnocentdamnit.blogspot.com

she gets the award for the coolest blog name ever.

aww poo. i missed valentines day.

and heres a should out to robin!

shes so cool! and she posted on my chatter box when it was lonely. now, it's so super cool that it's not even funny. i remember robin for freshman year. in geometry class. she sat behind kendra. and i was in the extreme back, right under the clock. and think thats last math class i took that i didnt fall asleep in.

my chatterbox is lonesome...

except for melannie and jeff's posts... melannie is so cool with her long posts on my chatterboxand her ability to distract me during art class and because she lent me her violet water color tube! YAY for melannie!

You are a Pomegranate...unconventional, unique, and
just a little bit tart...you know how to make a
lasting impression and often do so with your
zest for life...


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i hate rain now. i hate it. i used to like rain.. now its crap. its effects almost killed me.

well first off, if i didnt already tell you on tuesday, i've been with jeff for 9 months! whoa like yeah.

it was raining yesterday. and i was driving... making a right on hyperion... and yeah... i swerved hydroplaned and crashed into the crub. miraculously, i didnt crash into anything living nor moving. im ok. my car's alignment is kinda messed up but my dad fixed that today. my car's rims were kinda fucked though. que sad..

but heres a special shout out! to the random lady that pulled over beside me in the parking lot after i crashed into the crub. her name was barbara! that was so nice. out of the greatness of her heart, she turned around and came to see if i was ok! see thats that great person. you cant find many of those around here.

anyhoo, i was scared shitless, and i got home, i crawled into bed and slept until 10 then i went back to sleep. and my dad woke me up the next morning and asked if i was going to school, i just grunted out a "no"... well, at least i think i grunted out a "no"...

so im still really sick, and i went to the doctors today. i got myself a prescription of amoxicillin and an arbutol inhaler. good times, yo.

WELL now.

ok.. i hydroplaned in my car...

i almost died today.

heh. i figure that'll make you think for a while.

hey bubs. im so chlorinated. gross, yo

but yay swimming! i feel good! andi dove! and tinka can do a really good racing start! talaga!

thank god for the font courier new.

errrr.. best damn picture of me.

OK.

im going to blog. fairly long i suppose because im majorly procrastinating.

so on FRIDAY

oh man, that was some fun times. first, we had school. yeah that was crap, so afterschool, i gave katie her belated birthday gift, strawberries! yay! speaking of katie and her mention of the 'rhythm of life'... that song is soooo cool.

"Flip your wings and fly to daddy
Take a dive and swim to daddy
Hit the floor and crawl to daddy

Daddy, we've got the rhythm, rhythm, rhythm, rhythm of life!"

rad man! i shoulda joined chorus last year, that've been rad.

anyhoo, wasnt that fun getting kat to eagle rock? so i got to glendale and i see ephraim and christine. but i cant find anyone else. so after much waiting kat arrives and i got a craving for CHEESE on a stick...


oh yeah... feel your arteries clog.

and, as katie said, there were so many samples.

then off to eagle rock. i got lost. very very lost. i kept making wrong turns. after i finally got there, katie asked if could pick up israel. so grace, norm and i set out on the adventure to baldwin park, which kinda scared grace. sorry grace!

anyways, kat showed up for her party and we have fun laughing at the pic of her and her large pile of candy. :) hehe.

then on SATURDAY...

again, not doing any homework whatsoever, i went out to buy new goggles because someone stole my other ones at lmu... pufft. after that i went to church and prayed for all my sins and after that i drove to glendale. i waited at borders for two hours. why you ask? because i was going to see jeff! hehe. so we did whatnot and stuff. ate bulgogi. fun times. oh and i have jeff's wallet! puaha! i dropped him off at his aunts house and i got to see his god daughter jackie. awwwww shes so cute! and she scratches... but awwwww!.

so TODAY...

i woke up to a phone call from kat.

my dad took me to kats house and we watched lorenzo's oil.
we ate at CPK.

now im here.

writing about adrenoleukodystrophy

*sigh*

food


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i woke up to finish homework.
i am insane.

stuff i have to do by next week

- december/january spread sheets
- this zoloft paper
- the timed writing
- that insanely long gov hwk
- econ hwk
- my CuA application
- give elsa my mid-year reports
- figure out what im going to do with these fucking, water color cows!
- the lorenzo's oil essay

oh thats a load of whatnot. *grumble grumble*

lipschitz!

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surprised? nooo. i see a stoli up in that tray.


La di da, who know? You've got a little Elton in you. Remembered as a flamboyant singer ofsomeone else's songs ("Bernie" ring a bell?), you've recently made a new name for yourself as a spinner of Disney yarns and retooling past hits for dead princesses. Generally, you pull off a sophisticated style. But if you feel the urge to dress as the Mad Hatter (complete with over-size glasses),please, resist the temptation.

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oh man... elton john rocks my socks.

FeistyLittleKat: i washed my car today!
oxvAn es therzxo: isnt it going to rain tomorrow?
FeistyLittleKat: FUCK ARE YOU SERIOUS!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!
oxvAn es therzxo: well.. tuesday. next week
oxvAn es therzxo: but i washed my car two days ago too!
FeistyLittleKat: bulllkaka
oxvAn es therzxo: hahhaha
oxvAn es therzxo: bullkaka

maybe this should have been our exploravision project

you know, i've forgotten how i hate february. february's uncool with vanessa neighborhood. for the past few years, february has been horrible.

it all started in 6th grade. that was the year my great uncle died... and so did my uncle.. and their funerals pulled me out of school two days in a row. in 7th grade... well 7th grade just sucked in general, so that february sucked too. in 8th grade, i dont remember, but i know it was bad. freshman year, it wasnt TOO bad, but bad nonetheless, bad. sophomore year was crap because it really was. i was sick that whole month of february 2001. junior year... OH LORD. last year was crap. my wallet was stolen, i fell up stairs, my got that huge gash on my leg, i didnt get my class ring... ugh. what crap.

anyhoo. i hope this month is just crap too.. maybe my arms are going to fall off or something.

happy birthday kat!

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Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
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interesting.

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wow man, senior breakfast. that was a pretty good breakfast :)

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the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
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being around your boyfriend.


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heehee.


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These Years" from the "Little
Earthquakes" album. You like to talk about
mermaids and bluejeans and you only want to go
to the heaven where the screams have gone.
You're moderately depressing because you stay
quiet about everything, and when you finally
speak, it's a bit of a suprise.


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im not really like that. i just really like that song a chose the answers that would cause me to get that song

::at kats house::

me: ::looks scornfully at sweater with cell phone in pockets:: i need a reaching stick!
kat: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA you're homer!

oh yes... fun snoochy boochy times!

oh shit.
redux

wow, cool day!

pingols, jeff, islands, jeff, menus, gracie's birthday, CHICAGO!, jeff, in'n'out, jeff, guitar center, jeff!

and did i mention jeff?

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