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naps are the best invention. i wish i could have more of them.

i bought an assignment notebook for the first time in two years. i plan on using it. i wrote that down in my weekly goals. i miss immac's assignment notebook. they kept me on track, most of the time.

i have no more cigarettes. maybe thats a good thing. i maybe going up north for this weekend for the 4th annual queer pin@y conference. no, im not gay but im going to for awareness. im really excited for it. maybe i've become a conference whore too. but that another story.

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recently i changed my mother's mind about gay marriage. i had just finished telling my mom about my friend who she really liked (she wanted me to marry him or something)

me: but mom, he only likes boys!
mom: whaat? he's such a nice boy! i like him.

a day later, we were talking about my sister's winter formal date

mom: he was a nice boy too.
me: well, he's a she now.
mom: whaat? but he was such a nice boy!
me: well he's still a nice person.

so after these two revelations, my mom decided that maybe it IS ok for men to love men and girls to kiss girls. good shit.

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i also wonder what my mom thinks about me dating now. i've told her that i saw jeff way more than she knew (she knew that) and that i had dated doug for a while (she knew. she said he looked at me as if i was his girlfriend). i cant wait until i'm a mother. i'll know all about my children's business. i'll snoop in their goddamned rooms.

whatever homies.