4/12 - ahely's bash. we brought her back for real rea
4/13 - mass clean up. yalie's place for internet. don drunk
4/14 - don still at apartment. sandwiches at simple simons. vintage polaroid. venise. pcn, first athena party since last year.
4/15 - venise sleeps over. talk over eggs. j reyes shows up, as does odiz. celebration of the return of net gear. sleep
4/16 - wake up. dance class. gin and tonic's with tracy in the woodland's hot tub.
4/17 - two classes, smoke. "you hate my guts"
4/18 - dance class. first ditch of the year. tracy times + tea
4/19 - went to class. chillax at the biblioteca. two pitchers of new castle. dancing at the ville and little polka dotted red dress. end the night cleanly at d's.
4/20 - meets the padre. win's smoosh tickets. see's jane comfort and co... dancing . ends night at yalies.
4/21 - at tylers.

oh april.

i havent been able to feel for a week.

you know that feeling when you're in your car and turn ignition to the off position.

and when you sit in your car for a good 5 minutes longer than you have to.

and when you're just listening to the beeping of the alert thing that tells you that you left your keys in the ignition?

well thats not of those feelings.

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theres a hummingbird chillin' outside my window

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anyways. there is an issue with me, my cars, and my cars' ignitions.

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i just paid three seperate parking tickets.
$25, $41, $39.
i harbor a deep resentment for street sweeping.

i've got experience in fingering friends.

get your own size!

in anycase, its good friday. two good fridays ago, i was having a healthy. serving. of beans. oh beans.

dear world / universe / you,

you know what i dont like. (note, thats a period. not a question. its a statement.) i dont like green onion, running, and waiting. i hate hate hate waiting.

so tell me why im waiting around for my life to happen / restart.

so shhh.

love, vanessa

shit that has been annoying me

HA! firefox crashed and i lost my 19 point list!

20) fire fox JUST crashed and i lost my 19 point list!

the shit that i remember

1) benson gets more attention than trotsky. throw trotsky a frikkin' bone. literally

2) i'm moody.

3) i went to pechanga today with my famiglia. lesson number one, dont gamble when you had a bowl of bitch for breakfast

4) benson snores. i'd hate him if i were trotsky.

5) i have this unnatural urge to shampoo my car rugs.

6) i have this strange urge to go to the gym.

7) i was awaken 3 times today.

8) yesterday, los angeles experienced a brush fire. fucking tourists.

9) why didn't i take pictures of said brush fire?

10) ok ok. i'm over it.

peace.