wow

in the past 2 days of actually being home my mom was asked me to:

clean my room 5 times

and

lose weight 3 times. (twice in the past 15 minutes)

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whatevs. im getting pho.

Happy 4th Birthday
to this blog.

womens studies aka study a broad



i bought my ticket.

august 22nd - december 21st.

also

there have been a couple of things bothering me lately that i choose to ignore.

i think i am a pretty chill gal. i let things slide and i allow people to figure out whats wrong when i'm mad at them. this is because im not about to tell them that what they're doing to stupid and wrong because im not their mother. and thats despite the fact that i have motherly instincts and that i prepare for what ever the world gives me (natural disasters / drama... sad how that comes in one sentence)

also, im kinda disappointed in myself. i havent tried at all this quarter. and its stupid because i always feel like im trying to impress people but then i realize that i really dont care. i love people who love me back.

you can think whatever you want about me. and if you think im amazing, you're totally right.

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i have never spent so many weekends in riverside as i did this quarter. fuck you. i like it here.

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my room is still a fucking mess.

recluse

dear spiders,

please fuck off. stop biting me in my face. thanks.

-vanessa