this boy is my hero.



and with that. good night/morning/dawn!

ohhh... its 6:12. woooord

hi mr. blue sky. im up again. the sky is pretty.

happy halloween!

so, what was i doing exactly last year today?

well, i...

- failed my first driving test.
- failed my first quarter of physiology
- watched nightmare before christmas on hollywood
- got hit by silly string

yeah, that was good times.

at the request of lorenz and for the sake of traffic...



word.

its actually looks better now..

and hey... its ASH WEDNESDAY!

*bah dum tissssh*

*no laughter*

*cough*

goodnight everybody!

"well now it's on again, it's dawn again. yeah yeah
and we're alright we're up all night
to see the sun come up again now
just one more time, no reason why
to see the sun come up again "

things i miss about late nights:

- random thoughts
- remembering random songs to download
- taking random pictures
- thinking of brilliant things to write
- seeing the window and realizing that its light already.

its different. i know. not as different as a total re-skinning because im too lazy to do that. the pig is flying. the fruits of my non-sleepingness. anyhoo, i've been good. my bangs are starting to behave fairly well and my hair is slowly groing back. i'll keep up my bangs. unless you all dont like them. i already got a vote yes from faiza.

hmm. this is the guy who was the announcer for price is right. he died yesterday. my grandma would be mourning if she as around.

so THATS what it looks like from above...

"as i layed on my bed and looked up and admired the beautiful sky, i thought to myself, where the hell is my ceiling?" me, quoting a line that i heard long, last night.


that, my friend, was the sky yesterday. frightning isnt it? god is smiting us.

well, the sky hasnt cleared up at all. oh. to fill you all in... theres fire everywhere. and to quote brian, "whats that glowing up there..."

the brush fires that are to the north of riverside have caused a smell of "burning eggplant" outside. yes lovely. the sky is raining in ashes which has mimicked, in a far less creepier way, that scene from schindlers list. the sky is literally orange. the sun's rays are orange too.

this has been a bizarre yet fun weekend.

goood morning

in the spirit of renee's desk...


thats my desk. and yes, that is MY shopping cart. word.

blog? me? naaaah

hottie-totty - yalie, on mario.

what are the odds of that happening? that just means that we have to get married! - yalie, again no mario

i dont wear make up on the weekends unless im trying to impress myself - yalie, on makeup on weekends.

"i dont want him to see me ugly!" - nicole, my hallmate, on her ry-guy. hehe

pics from leslies thing/my weekend.


those humongously big phones at the body shop


leslie... appreciating bob.


the six of us. kat and israel are there in spirit.


eden... looking 'hookish'


yeah... thats what we said.


the infamous red hair! aint it pretty!?

lorenz's pic of being trapped in the backseat of eden's car is on hold because it is being difficult with me. tune back later.


the cigarette garden!


the many faces of...


the illegal handstand at hollywood and highland


on our way back. i took this pic.

yeah.. that was probably a whole lotta bandwidth right there forr yah... anyways. i'll move this pics onto a page specially made for pics. that will probably happen when i have internet again... and free time...

regarding the bible my mom put in my underwear drawer at school:

mom: have you been using your bible?
me: yes, to ward off satan.
mom: good!

alright folks. heres some of my weekend and even some of my week for you.

friday

yes, as i've told people, my internet is down in riverside... for only my connection in my room. interesting. i left riverside on friday at around 3 in the afternoon with my birthday buddy, lauren. we traveled through the 60 to the 57 north to the 210 to the 5 to her house waaaay up in the hills in los fielz. my god i am JEALOUS of that house. geee willikers. it has an amazing view, just like leslies house... oh! and yes! leslie was another reason why we went home in the first place! it was her birthday on friday! wooow... 19. last year of teenager-dom. and to celebrate that, a party a bobs big boy. anyways... lauren and i meet up with eden and head over to the galleria to get leslies present. no, we are NOT procrastinators, we simply had no means of buying her a present! really!

seriously, cant describe the night evens better than eden's blog.

to sum it up:
cool cars
traffic 134 east
lorenz' fixation on erupted dogs
scary u-turns
lauren's beyonce dance
my "side salad and brownie sundae"
passing willoughby drive three times throughout the night
kill bill
lorenz as prisoner
guzman's layers and layers of clothing
and leslie's magnificent RED hair. oh man. i LOVE her hair a lot.

while walking into the movie theater, who should be walking out by klara m and tiana! fun immac people times.

kill bill was a funky movie which i really enjoyed. its also the first movie i've watched in a while since pirates of the carriabean with jeff. craazy.

anyways, i ended up sleeping over at usc on a couch after watching the most bizarre infomercials... 6 second abs and that 4 in one dolly, step ladder and stuff.

saturday

i woke up at 10:40 and headed over to my house which was totally deserted. kat picked me up at 12:35 for debut practice which was at dings house. katie's smooth criminal dance is sOOOOO graceful... everyone, follow katie. :) i was kat's partner today due to our mutal lack of partners. we learned the salsa swing thing. YAY! WE GET DIPPED! heehee. oh man, it was too funny today. good times.

after that, i went to target with kat and her mom. heehee. i bought a mini shopping cart for no apparent reason. yaaay! also: kat and i now have the same bed sheets. so when we get tired of our old sheets, we'll have sexy red beds! woo hoo

for dinner i had el gran and finally i headed home. i ended up falling asleep on the plastic covered couch in my computer room at 8:30 while watching the nightmare before christmas on channel five. i moved to my bed at 10ish and fell asleep more only to be awaken by at t phone call from jef at 2am. i fell asleep again and wokeup at 3am to shower and what not. i tried to fall asleep again which didnt work so therefore i am here blogging about my attempts to go to sleep at 5:40 in the morning. yes. this is good for my sleeping habits.

my dad is arriving home at 1pm tomorrow and im going back to riverside with lauren at around 3. yaaay.

happy birthday leslie! that was yesterday but i had no acces to a comp yesterday. pics will go up someday but they will. i'll blog more about it later

wow. i hate mathxl. anyways. how about a real blog? uhh... so! how bout that picture of britney? should i post another one? yah? yah? uh huh... i bet you want that dont you! oh well. too bad for you. anyways, school has been pretty cool. met cool people and im enjoying my living situation. i have the neatest roomate in the world. its great. the room always looks at LEAST half clean. i have an embarrasing amount of shoes and i have embarrasingly expensive moisturizer, yet i have practically no clothes hanging in my closet. its pretty funny.

anyways, i cut my hair short... its shoulder length. i dont like it. it gets pouffy at night. i seriously should have kept my long hair with out bangs. it would shave off so much time in the morning if i just threw my hair in a bun and walked out the door. blah *waits for har to grow*

for halloween, maybe i'll be someone who got stood up for prom again. that'll be a hoot. i wonder if my dress still fits. anyhoo, if my parents got let my stow it away in the car i'll just sneak back my immac uniform and ahely and i will be women of great heart *pound chest with fist twice* and right conscience*taps temple*.

oh and random fact. i just beat my old record for minesweeper for beginner on this comp. 9 seconds baby.

blah. internet is down in my room. im in east lo's computer lab downing my math homework. blah

quote of the night: "look at that white sexiness" madeline, my hallmate, on the glaze falling lusciously on fresh krispy kreme doughnuts.

hmm... a queer guy? ooh! i'll be carson from queer ey for the straight guy! i'll carry around Vogue. and the britney thing... maybe i'll be catholic school girl britney! ooo, complete with fake boobs. and yes, i do bet that jp has that pic of britney on his wall but blown up 1000X :)

what should i be for halloween?

responses should go in the chatterbox.

damn. i wish by breasts looked like that.

hey... if you guys havent seen me in the past month, i cut my bangs and i cut my hair.

wow. my yellow screen.

im back but for a limited time only.

i didnt go to swim class today because... i dont want to go to swim class.

exactly 364 days ago, medina gave us the whold blog shpeel.

interesting.

"love ridden, i’ve looked at you
with the focus I gave to my birthday candles
i’ve wished on the lidded blue flames
under your brow
and baby, i wished for you
nobody sees when you are lying in your bed
and i wanna crawl in with you
but i cry instead
i want your warm, but it will only make
me colder when it's over
so I can’t tonight, baby
no, not ‘baby’ anymore - if i need you
i’ll just use your simple name
only kisses on the cheek from now on
and in a little while, we’ll only have to wave
my hand won’t hold you down no more
the path is clear to follow through
i stood too long in the way of the door
and now i’m giving up on you
no, not ‘baby’ anymore - if i need you
i’ll just use your simple name
only kisses on the cheek from now on
and in a little while, we’ll only have to wave
no, not ‘baby’ anymore - if i need you
i’ll just use your simple name
only kisses on the cheek from now on
and in a little while, we’ll only have to wave"

Ted: Food & Wine Connoisseur


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oh! someones turning 19 today. her name starts with B and ends with ..ELINDA!

ey.. thats a pretty cool name.

"Well, she's walking through the clouds,
With a circus mind that's running wild,
Butterflies and Zebras,
And Moonbeams and fairy tales.
That's all she ever thinks about.
Riding with the wind.

When I'm sad, she comes to me,
With a thousand smiles she gives to me free.
It's alright, she says it's alright,
Take anything you want from me,
Anything.
Fly on little wing."

can still be that?

oh yeah! i didnt make this layout. again its from blogskins, but again, its my picture. good times.

hmm, i did it again. new layout, same picture. i'll redo more of it later. in the mean time, i'll be reading! wahoo.

lookit the hippopottami!

fucking fuck fuck

dad: hi! we're coming over!
me: really? why?
dad: because we want to have dinner... and you have to sign something
me: sign what
dad: the insurance
dad: we're taking you off the insurance for the mercedes
me: WHAT? WHY?
dad: because you're too expensive and you're not driving it
me: yeah? whos fault is that that im not driving it?

fuck them. im not letting them up here.

this has definiately been a life changing weekend.

so. im all by my lonesome in my dorm and my hall is fairly empty. what to do, what to do.

What poison are you?



ohh. good times

omG my freeking legs are SOOOO itchy. you see, english teacher decided to have a class outside... on the grass.

good idea, but not for someone wearing shortS! bah. the day i wear shorts. seriously, thats just my luck...

anyways... im doing nothing now. nothing...



nothing...


haha

oh! and i forgot that faiza sent me a message! silly me!

my birthday:

holy poo! my birthday was SOO cool! so, about 30 minutes after i posted that last post, i walked over to meet up with jeff at a&i, the dorm thats the midpoint between jeff and me. well, we start walking and he suggests we take the dark scenic route through the barracks, aka family housing. we spot a playground, so we hang around there. we swung on the swings. we monkied on the monkey bars, and jeff did chin ups. so, after much adieu, we headed for his apartment.

let me set up the scene for you all. its dark. his apartment is TOTALLY clean. he lead me into the bedroom to stash me away because he has to set up this dinner he made for me... so im sitting inside, and i need to pee. so for some reason, i feel the need to inform him of this fact. and as i open the door to tell him "i need to use the restroom" i see belinda rush out of vlads room. so then i was thinking... oh! jeff got some people to show up tonight! thats so cool. so i use the restroom and i after im finished, i come out and... PAH! the lights turn on and they say, surprise! and who is they, you ask? well that would be ian, ej, vlad, christine chang, sharlene, belinda (of course), KAT, israel (who i havent seen is such a long time), leslie, guzman and jeff! wowsers naman! i knew that belinda was here but aLL those people? that was a true surprise.

so we ate cake. there were two cakes, one the vlad and jeff made and one from food for less. the one that jeff made was 100% times better than the store bought one.

OH! presents we SOOO cool! kat got me, Unusually Rich-But Not Greasy At All-Hand Cream from Kiehls!! belinda, christine and sharlene got me a box of oatmeal cookies, chocolate and a thong. leslie and guzman got me really pretty flowers, with cardinal purple carnations? jeff got me underwear! yay! *giddy dance* and lotion, bubble bath and body splash in Tender Whisper! it smells pretty too.

the fun highlight of the night was indian poker. thanks to israel's ever changing games.. "bullshit, texas hold'em (jeff's suggestion actually), regular poker!" we all started to be interested in indian poker because it was the easiest. for those who dont know how that works, this is how it goes. and even number of people get dealt out on card. they're not allowed to see that one card. then , at all the same time, you raise the card, face out, to your forehead and you challenge people. challenge meaning "i think my card i higher than yours, and i bet you... a glass of water! ok all, you may think that might be pretty weak, but water is fucking HARD. by the end of that part of the game, belinda and kat each drank a cup of water, jeff drank one cup of water and israel drank 3 cups! after running out of water, we decided to use sode, because we had such a surplus. at the end, i drank one sunkist and a sprite, guzman CHUGGED three sodas, isarel drank 4, jeff drank 3 and vlad... at a whopping 5. oh man, we're WE all hyper. and burping... A LOT. we heard some interesting belches. hehe

in any case, i had such an awesome birthday party, thanks to everyone that came. and thanks soooo much to jeff, who organized it all. i love you ALL