sabato, novembre 30

ragh.

venerdì, novembre 29

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THAT'S IT! i applied to college!

*sigh* 5 down, 6512318 to go. just kidding.
i am about to send my uc application... *rolls over button*
antonio: i wouldnt stress too much on this essay
me: i suppose so.
antonio: ... even tho i stressed on it a lot in senior year heh
me: heh
me: ah well its just my future.
antonio: no big
antonio: ull get in somewhere i sure
antonio: if not, u can always live of danielle
me: hahahaha
me: oh my god.
me: i've seriously never heard that suggestion
me: wow.
me: thats scary.
antonio: heh
i just ate some pumpkin pie. my mother claims i inhaled it.

thanks mom...

giovedì, novembre 28

heh heh. i found that "hoe on a friggin hill blog"
so depressing.
happy thanksgiving everyone :)

mercoledì, novembre 27

who's the white person in this picture????

Michael Jackson, shows off his Golden Bambi Award during the awards ceremony in Berlin Thursday, Nov. 21, 2002. He received the German Media prize for his lifetime achievement. At left is actress Halle Berry who received the Bambi in the category International Film. At center is German tennis star Boris Becker. (AP Photo/Roberto Pfeil)

:)
something corporate - konstantine

i can't imagine all the people that you know
and the places that you go
when the lights are turned down low
and i don't understand all the things you've seen
but i'm slipping inbetween
you and your big dreams
it's always you
in my big dreams

and you tell me that it's over
wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clovers
and your restless, and i'm naked
you've gotta get out
you can't stand to see me shaking
no
could you let me go?
I didn't think so

and you don't wanna be here in the future
so you say the present's just a pleasent interruption to the past
and you don't wanna look much closer
cuz your afraid to find out all this hope you had sent into the sky by now had crashed
and it did
because of me


thats not even one third of the song! GADS!
I AM INSANE.

i no longer have my sanity.

presenting to you...
what vanessa should/has to do over thanksgiving vacation


[one] finish my uc essay
[two] finish my uc application
[three] remember my writing with style reduction
[four] do my cal state application
[five] buy low heeled shoes for the christmas concert
[six] buy a winter formal dress
[seven] see jeff
[eight] that ir thing
[nine] remember to bring that fucking turkey bone.
[ten] write that stupid paragraph about 'what im thankful for'
[eleven] watch harry potter
[twelve] have a happy thanksgiving.
[thirteen] not saying a thirteen, its bad luck
[fourteen] release my sat II scores because i am a dumbass who has not done it yet..

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
hold me closer tiny dancer!
wow. im glad to see that i didnt vote on my graduation dress... but oh well! not like it woulda mattered anyways.

i voted for the back! go renee's V!

martedì, novembre 26

my response to the international relations question about japan/ north korea.

i'd tell north korea to not bomb us.

please.



yeah... thats why i'd never be a leader of a country.
my comp just pissed me off.

aol did an illegal operation and died on me.. right when i was going to post my blog entry for today..

RAGH.

SO... today i had class

hightlights of the day

- art had no slow christmas music
- prayer service was cool [except for some ruuuude people]
- zette drove me home... wowowoow! we talked about boyfriends ^_^
- got the winter formal invitations
- finally got my walk bag.... awwww last walk prize... EVER!

thats all.
i shall return.

today i woke up at 5 something am to the silence of my room.
i called jeff because he was pretty down in the dumps and he called me 5 times and i feel asleep with my room phone off the hook... because im stupid.

lunedì, novembre 25

i have come to the high point of my life.

natasha p. called me loud.

:)
one month before christmas!

one month minus one day before jeff's birthday.


woohoo
my alarm clock goes off in twenty minutes

should go to sleep?

nah
no longer stupid. no longer confused.

bluer thumb but extremly relieved

domenica, novembre 24

i have awakened with an extremely blue thumb, extremely puffy eyes and extreme disappointment towards myself.
[added... 5:25 pm ] because of my own stupidity and confusion.

sabato, novembre 23

ok.
im good

today:
started out at playday. that was interesting. bitzy 8th graders

anyhoo. i was going to see jeff today! that was my thing that i was looking forward to.
so jo, ding and i went to riteaid to catch a ride with mkb.

so we go to my secret garden, and i see chilis and i buy then for jeff. hehehe.and i wrote a card that said,

" jeff, i think you're hot. nessa"

hahahahahah wow yeah ... you shoulda seen the look of wonder,bewilderment and "HUH" on his face. hahahaha yeah

BTW please dont mind the typos ..i'll fix themlater when my thumb isnt throbbing...


anyhoo, we went to pingols' house and we go to th galleria very cool!

at oldnavy: pj's putting on a sweater "ay! its baliktad!" hahahahahhhahaha omgads! so fanny!

and then we went back to pingol's apartment and jeff gave me somethingcool... something RAD!!!!!!

he gave me...

HARRY POTTER AND THE CHAMBER OF SECRETS!!!!!
on vcd....
omagads!!!!!
*HAPPY DANCE*!!!!!!!!!!

hehhe yes.

so after that we went to the coffee bean and to albertsons and to the coffeebean again, jeff and i ate chicken. mmmmmmmmm

then we went to the play....

where i SLAMMED MY THUMB IN THE CAR DOOR.

my THUMB!
omgads!
i cant press the space bar with my RIGHT thumb!
its hard to write!

owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! *tearsup* OOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWIE!!!!!!! :(

but we met keith! the boypren! wowowowowowoowoow! another deluspiritusantos! woowowowowwow!

and i got a new tita! pingols' madder! wowowowowowo! shes so cool!

and i saw jeff :)

so yay ! cool day!
someone please chop my thumb off now.
please
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

venerdì, novembre 22

fun times getting lost in the hollywood hills with kat, norm and bethel!
who knew that the otherside of wilton is... mountainous?
wooooow.

and go watch the little shop of horrors

if you dont watch the musical itself, go just to see the wigs and the plant! kelly rocked as the plant! wow!

unrelated to little shop or horrors but musical related tangent...

sweet thing, let me tell you bout the world and the way things are
you've come from a different place, and i know you've traveled far.


thats from the wiz, which was soooo nice, i watched it twice. but that was two years ago.
yesterday, i was thinking... you know , our class should just have a coalition of the cliques... instead of having class meetings where people don't listen, we should have a representative of all the cliques in our class like... one person for the boujoi clan, one for the barkada, one for the koreans under the trees, one for the people who sit in senior section, one for us the tree.science building tree group, one for the library people etc. i think we'd get a lot done...

but then i thought about it again, and realized that it'd be a horrible idea that would end in me getting ripped to shreds and us never getting any class issues done.
"ah, come to my bosom"

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wow... i'll go to hell then ^_^

giovedì, novembre 21

my cousin jerel is at my house today using up our resources... i.e. hot water, laundry detergent, nail cutter ecetera.

so he came in a minute ago asking:

jerel: is that my mach 3 int he shower
me: no, its mine
jerel: you use a mach 3?
me: *blinks*
jerel: is that my mach 3
me: no! i own the venus!
jerel: i thought so, but whos mach three is that?
me: ali's i suppose.
jerel: oh. *leaves room*
*comes back*
jerel: you know a venus is a mach 3 with a green casing.
me: yes, i know

and a happier note, he finally brought back my Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban book. he's had it since september. he said he kept it so long because its plot twisted so much that he had to read it over and over again. heh heh.

today we looked at the models for graduation dresses... bel was a rad model, so was miriam and ashley... man.. its so sad that some classes wore that dress for graduation.. so sad that its funny.

this is my campaign for the dress i want...

mary elizabeth's dress
with
a V back
yes. we're going to have a kick ass dress. it's going to be pretty, rad and use-able when i elope cool


anyhoo..

naked panda. its ok kat. at least you now have a randy side according to her

oh!!! and my adventure with kat!!!! we were walking toward the deans office and we saw a door open that we've never seen open before. so we looked at each other and said.. HMMM. so we looked inside... and inside we saw a stair case... so we walked up the stair case. and at the top of the stairs, there were two doors, one was locked. but the other one... i opened very slowly... very VERY slowly. we peered cautiously through the doorway... and what was there?? THE ROOF! WOW!

rad story, ay? yeah, we thought so too.


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happy birthday nancy and ashley!

weeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!

mercoledì, novembre 20

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yes i have to start blogging about me.

rebe once told me that i look like the most laid back person in the world. but that just what i look like.. inside, i'm positively pertified. i just want to be in kindergarten again. so much easier. only thing that go tme into trouble was throwing dirt in some guy's eyes. wasn't my fault. i was just aimlessly throwing dirt in the air and HE just got in the way of that dirt.

anyhoo... after that bizarre tangent, i'll tell you. i am not stressing. not for reasons that i know what im doing but stressing because i seriously have no idea what im doing. ah poo. smc is looking better and better every day.

martedì, novembre 19

if i told you to download a tori amos song that was truely distrubing, i'd tell you to download all her songs

but if you want to download my favorite tori amos song download Tori Amos - Leather.

its just a rad song. always liked it... just forgot about it.

" i almost ran over an angel
he had a nice big fat cigar
"in a sense" he said "you're alone here
so if you jump you best jump far" "

mm hmm.
i fixed it! yay!

i rock my own socks...

but so does jeff :þ
RAHHHHH!
stupid. my addy just changed.
OH WELL.

this happened 7 months ago..

rad huh!?! :)
yeah, we're dorks!
and yes. i AM sucking it in. hehehhe

lunedì, novembre 18

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not surprised. are you all not surprised?

domenica, novembre 17

45 tracks in playlist, average track length: 4:22
Playlist length: 3 hours 16 minutes 54 seconds

Abandoned Pools - The Remedy
Adema - Giving In
Aimee Mann - Save Me
Bad Religion - Infected
Beatles - Eleanor Rigby
Blur - Coffee and TV
Bush - Come Down
Cake - Never There
Coldplay - Trouble
Collective Soul - Spit Me Out
Counting Crows - A Long December
Dashboard Confessional - Screaming Infidelities
Eminem - Lose Yourself - No Skips
Erykah Badu - Tyrone
Fiona Apple - Criminal
Flogging Molly - The Worst Day Since Yesterday
Fugees - Nappy Heads
Get Up Kids - Out Of Reach
Hoobastank - Running Away
Korn - Got The Life
Luscious Jackson - Naked Eye
Metallica - Nothing Else Matters
Miss Saigon - I'd Give My Life for You
Miss Saigon - Why god
New Order - Blue Monday
Nirvana - I Hate Myself and Want to Die
Nirvana - You Know Your Right
Portishead - Nobody Loves Me
Queens of the Stone Age - The Lost Art Of Keeping A Secret
Queens of the Stoneage - No One Knows
Radiohead - High and Dry
Red Hot Chili Peppers - Californication
Semisonic - Closing Time
Smashing Pumpkins - Disarm
Social Distortion - Story of My Life
Stone Temple Pilots - Creep
Sugarcult - Hate Every Beautiful Day
System of a Down - Spiders
The Cure - Boys Don't Cry
Tori Amos - Leather
Tori Amos - Me and a Gun
Tori Amos - Precious Things
Tori Amos - Silent All These Years
Tori Amos - Winter
Weezer - Across The Sea

ahhhhhhhh depressing songs!

giovedì, novembre 14





do YOU smell?

mewing.net. a wide field of wild daisies.


like a fucking daisy.
aaaaaaahh... hoobastank!

USC!


BAHHHHH!
oh and... this happened 7 months ago:

KillOsama626 (10:12:17 PM): hi
silentxsuccubus (10:12:19 PM): hi
silentxsuccubus (10:12:47 PM): jeff right?
KillOsama626 (10:12:50 PM): yeah
KillOsama626 (10:13:10 PM): so...
silentxsuccubus (10:13:17 PM): ok.. im going to be really blunt right now.. but are you willing to take me to prom?
KillOsama626 (10:13:33 PM): *thank you God a straightforward girl!
KillOsama626 (10:13:37 PM): sure!
silentxsuccubus (10:13:41 PM): hahah WOO HOO!!!
silentxsuccubus (10:13:55 PM): *does funky dance*
you all know im losing it.
i dont want to study for physiology.

random lyric:

"have they lost their heads
or are they just all blind mice
we've heard all their stories
one too many times
hypnotized by fireflies
that glow in the dark
midgets that disguise themselves
as tiny little dwarfs"

yeah
imma go study.
never mind! FOUND IT!
im studying for physiology.

this is a break and i was blog hopping and in christines blog, she had lyrics from the phantom of the opera in her blog... and i started to think of les miserables... now i have half of the musical on my mp3 list. dont worry, but i'll delete them later... but man... before joey in dawsons creek slashed and butchered 'on my own' i genuinely liked that musical... especially eponine... she was rad. longing for some dude who already had a girlfriend but they're so in love that he doesnt want to leave her..

"valjean:
one day more.

marius & cosette:
tomorrow you'll be worlds away
and yet with you, my world has started!

eponine:
one more day all on my own.

marius & cosette:
will we ever meet again?

eponine:
one more day with him not caring.

marius & cosette:
i was born to be with you.

eponine:
what a life i might have known.

marius & cosette:
and i swear i will be true!

eponine:
but he never saw me there! "

now i can find the version of that song that i like... hmph!
where i go i just don't know,
i got to, got to, gotta take it slow.
when i find my piece of mind,
i'm gonna give you some of my good time.

mercoledì, novembre 13

i, too, got a headache from sitting in the sun too long.

start rant:

parents are stupid. they're supposed to know you, right? why dont mine know me?! im vanessa, i like boys. boys are nice, especially my boy. i change my mind about what i want to do. currently, i dont KNOW what i want to do. i just dont. what if what i want to do isnt primarily an occupation that starts out with a job that doesnt pay much. i swear. knowing my parents, if the major i declare isnt what they want, i think i'd be out of the street. who cares.

end rant.

other wise. i had a day. it was a nothing day. it started with puffy eyes and it ended already. i slept at 5, with charles. hahaha.

martedì, novembre 12

hmm... again... jeff archival stuff.

1. [spell your name backwards] assenav
2. [where do you live?] los angeles
3. [describe yourself in 4 words] tired, bored, lustful, and awake
4. [ever been to belgium?] no
5. [what's your favorite coin?] dime
DESCRIBE YOUR...
9. [wallet] denim w/ pink trim wallet with a pink fairy on it... money and pics in it
10. [brush] light green conair brush
11. [toothbrush] blue and clear mentadent toothbrush
12. [jewelry worn daily] immaculate heart class ring and the jeff necklace
13. [pillow cover] one yellow and one with blue horizontal and vertical stripes
14. [blanket] flowered.. ew
15. [coffee cup] a big mug with a van gogh print on it
16. [sunglasses] kenneth cole reaction
17. [cell phone] nokia 3395 gray case
19. [handbag] bright blue esprit bag, reaction khaki bag, gap messenger bag, some no name brand gray messenger bag, pink woven bag, that woven basket thing and pink and bluething danielle left and gray dickies bag
20. [favorite shirt] alf shirt
21. [favorite pants] my dickies
22. [cologne/perfume] i dont wear pefume.
23. [cd in stereo right now] the somewhat sentimental mix :)
24. [tattoos] nah.. not yet
25. [piercings] ear lobes
26. [wearing] white wife beater, gt sweatshirt and light blue sweat pants. and underwear too.
27. [hair] straight, longish, brown, usually in hair tie
28. [makeup] mac/stila/clinique. too much for one person but not enough to cover my faults. wow, that was deep
WHAT/WHO (is/are)...
29. [in your mouth] (who is) jeff
32. [after this] coloring
33. [talking to] jepprey
34. [eating] nothing
35. [do you like candles?] fire.
36. [do you like hot wax?] yes. in fact i do.
37. [do you like incense?] nag champa
38. [do you like the taste of blood?] to tell you the truth, yeah.
41. [person you wish you could be with right now] ...someone who can grant wishes.
42. [what/who is next to you?] science building stool a newsweek and my imaginary friend.
44. [do you believe in love?] yes.
boredom + looking at archives = playing mash

"You will live in Mansion.
You will drive a red mini cooper.
You will marry jeff and have 10 kids.
You will be a artist in england."

yeah, we best be in a mansion with ten kids! ha!
hahahah... today.. ap english... i swear. i feel like im in pre-school.

this is from KAT because she said it best...

" In AP English: "...do you know what trifles means, girls?" --> Mrs. "R-----" (since this IS a censored blog and all...just think of Mr. R----'s Neighborhood...::rolls eyes::) She's nice and all...but dude...all she ever gets from us are blank stares. And not STUPID blank stares either. They're like blank stares that scream, "DUH!! YOU SWEAR!" "

you swear.
i think i hate school again. well its not that i stopped. i just stopped mentioning it on my blog for a while.




today is the greatest
day I've ever known
can't live for tomorrow,
tomorrow's much too long
i'll burn my eyes out
before i get out

lunedì, novembre 11

happy 6 months, jeff!

i love you!!!

jeff you have been amazing to me. an incredible boyfriend. its been six months since we first got together...
six months and two days according to my date, 5 months and 29 days according to you... but who cares ^_^
weezer - el scorcho

goddamn you half-Japanese girls
do it to me every time
oh, the redhead said you shred the cello
and I'm jello, baby

but you won't talk, won't look, won't think of me
i'm the epitome of public enemy
why you wanna go and do me like that?
come down on the street and dance with me

i'm a lot like you so please
hello, I'm here, I'm waiting
i think I'd be good for you
and you'd be good for me

i asked you to go to the Green Day concert
you said you never heard of them
how cool is that??
so I went to your room and read your diary:

"watching grunge leg-drop new-jack trough presstable..."
and then my heart stopped:
"listening to cio-cio san fall in love all over again."

i'm a lot like you so please
hello, I'm here, I'm waiting
i think I'd be good for you
and you'd be good for me

how stupid is it? I can't talk about it
i gotta sing about it and make a record of my heart
how stupid is it? won't you gimme a minute
just come up to me and say "hello" to my heart
how stupid is it? For all I know you want me too
and maybe you just don't know what to do
or maybe you're scared to say: "I'm falling for you"

i wish i could get my head out of the sand
'cause i think we'd make a good team
and you would keep my fingernails clean

but that's just a stupid dream
that I won't realize
'cause I can't even look in your eyes
without shakin' and i ain't fakin'
i'll bring home the turkey
if you bring home the bacon


i'm a lot like you so please
hello, i'm here, i'm waiting
i think i'd be good for you
And you'd be good for me

domenica, novembre 10


Which 'Stripped' Christina Are You?


uhm...
oz: we should figure out what kinda deal this is. i mean, is it a-a gathering, a shindig or a hootenanny?

cordelia: whats the difference?

oz: well, a gathering is brie, mellow song stylings; shindig, dip, less mellow song stylings, perhaps a large amount of malt beverage; and hootenanny, well, it's chock full of hoot, just a little bit of nanny.

well according to oz, i just had a gathering.. but instead of brie, i had cheesecake. yum. perhaps we can classify that as a hoohaw.

so jeff came to my house for the '3rd' time... and what a freaking close call that was! O.o
sorry to y'alls who got freaked out about it.

well other than the last few minutes i think i threw an ok hoohaw.

sabato, novembre 9

i am bizarrely nervous about today.

venerdì, novembre 8

rain... rain... rain

i love rain, but when it cancels the 10k walk, thats not cool! :(
yes, the 10k walk was rained out today.. for the first time im ih history,
rainy day boredom...


What Flavour Are You? I taste like Peanut Butter.I taste like Peanut Butter.


I am one of the most blendable flavours; I go with sweet, I go with sour, I go with bland, I go with anything. I am practical and good company, but have something of a tendency to hang around when I'm not wanted, unaware that my presence is not welcome. What Flavour Are You?


i remember taking this. i did not taste like peant butter

giovedì, novembre 7

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhrrrrrrrgggggggggggha
barrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
still awake!!!!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee! all nighter!
i feel bad for winona ryder.

not really... but you know, my charcoal drawing of her makes people say "hey vanessa, you're shading a criminal!"

oh yes. very funny. especially from the pot painting d&p people.

what can i say, its easy to draw winona ryder. especially her eyes. far more simple to draw in black than make eye folds.

mercoledì, novembre 6

me: ray nay
renee: van ban!

martedì, novembre 5

and i forgot to include how incredibly WRONG it is to censor blogs.
what.. we can't have school pride??

wow, i just found out that at another highschool, if they blog anything about their school or other student, they'll get expelled. ugh. and i thought that my school was the only one...
eternity is a terrible thought. i mean, where's it going to end?
-- rosencrantz
today:
- more r & g
- singing in circles
- money in section
- bread
- fingerprinting... gads. i really thought it was vicki that was the thief. but now, i KNOW its chon!
- regan stuff
- student store stuff
- confucius stuff
- charcoal stuff
- after school stuff

now im home. yay.
and someone remind me that i have an unexcused absence. i can't handle a detention. gads.

haha. im reading newsweek and the perspective section... theres a quote that caught my eye said by eminem,

"if you think that the only way i can make a record is by cussing,
then i'll make a different record to outsmart you and prove you wrong"

hehe, im not a huge eminem fan, but thats rad... i like it when people are proved wrong. even when its me.

lunedì, novembre 4

mkb (11:13:08 PM): haha "sex brings people together"
mkb (11:13:11 PM): HAHAHA

ok, its sounds bad, but in context [which i convieniently forgot to include] its really funny!


huzzah, see? i really am the wind
hey hey.. im blogging, because jeff thinks my life is interesting.

so i did stuff today. school, regular... but omgads... lunch time was rad
^_^

so what is the answer of the question? who will orgasm first? a guy who jacks off or a guy who doesnt.

all i know is this!:

- you show me a man who doesnt jack off, and i shall show you a liar.

or.. i stole this pearl of wisdom

"my first time will surely not be my last!"

huzzah!
hehe. its 4 am and im awake.

good night everybody!

domenica, novembre 3

i didnt even expect this weekend to be... interesting. it went from a low, to a high, to a low then a high then a low and lower with a shovel, then high, then low, then high... i'm currently at high.

first off, i'll fill in the blanks of my 11/2 blog entry.
yes, i took my sat II's
oh lord.. horrible. after i found a ride with aica to forest lawn-glendale and i met up with jeff. we took a look at the little church of flowers, the finding of moses pond, the last supper window, and i visited my grandparents. at my maternal grandparents' grave, i saw my aunts who would later tell my parents that i was at the cemetary with jeff O.o... i'll elaborate on that later. after forest lawn, i went to school with jeff where i showed him around and he met mucho people, like [ names removed to protect their privacy >_< ].

so went home. my parents got mad.. like. FLASHING EYES MAD. wow. talagang scary.

today... i went to church, went home. talked to jeff. wow. we had a fight. it was horrible. horrible i say, HORRIBLE. lord. and it was because i did something stupid and lied. and its so stupid. and i couldnt take it. i was afraid. i didnt know what to do. but we worked it out. yup! jeff and i survived our first huge ass fight. you know what you people? i love him. thats right folks! in the religion II sense of the word!

gone
it was so close. so close but it wasnt even there.
so scary. so painful.

so relieved.

sabato, novembre 2

- sats
- erg
- aica drove me to forest lawn
- met up w/ jeff
- visited my grandparents.
- my two aunts were there (my moms sisters) >_<
- played it off ^_^
- went to ih with jeff
- jeff met EVERYONE! (i mean everyone)
- filmed stuff for confucianism report
now i am at home
yay!

RAD!