giovedì, ottobre 16

blah. internet is down in my room. im in east lo's computer lab downing my math homework. blah

mercoledì, ottobre 15

quote of the night: "look at that white sexiness" madeline, my hallmate, on the glaze falling lusciously on fresh krispy kreme doughnuts.

martedì, ottobre 14

hmm... a queer guy? ooh! i'll be carson from queer ey for the straight guy! i'll carry around Vogue. and the britney thing... maybe i'll be catholic school girl britney! ooo, complete with fake boobs. and yes, i do bet that jp has that pic of britney on his wall but blown up 1000X :)
what should i be for halloween?

responses should go in the chatterbox.

lunedì, ottobre 13



damn. i wish by breasts looked like that.
hey... if you guys havent seen me in the past month, i cut my bangs and i cut my hair.

sabato, ottobre 11

wow. my yellow screen.

im back but for a limited time only.

giovedì, ottobre 9

i didnt go to swim class today because... i dont want to go to swim class.

exactly 364 days ago, medina gave us the whold blog shpeel.

interesting.
"love ridden, i’ve looked at you
with the focus I gave to my birthday candles
i’ve wished on the lidded blue flames
under your brow
and baby, i wished for you
nobody sees when you are lying in your bed
and i wanna crawl in with you
but i cry instead
i want your warm, but it will only make
me colder when it's over
so I can’t tonight, baby
no, not ‘baby’ anymore - if i need you
i’ll just use your simple name
only kisses on the cheek from now on
and in a little while, we’ll only have to wave
my hand won’t hold you down no more
the path is clear to follow through
i stood too long in the way of the door
and now i’m giving up on you
no, not ‘baby’ anymore - if i need you
i’ll just use your simple name
only kisses on the cheek from now on
and in a little while, we’ll only have to wave
no, not ‘baby’ anymore - if i need you
i’ll just use your simple name
only kisses on the cheek from now on
and in a little while, we’ll only have to wave"

mercoledì, ottobre 8

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'I'll vote no on recall and yes for myself. I feel this recall election is ridiculous,'

-mary carey, porn star, gubernatorial candidate.

martedì, ottobre 7

Other returns had Schwarzenegger ahead with 1,439,374 votes; Democratic Lt. Gov. Cruz Bustamante (news - web sites) with 924,423; Republican state Sen. Tom McClintock (news - web sites) with 376,068; and Green Party candidate Peter Camejo (news - web sites) with 70,554.

oHHH camejo was only 1,368,820 votes behind!
oh! someones turning 19 today. her name starts with B and ends with ..ELINDA!

ey.. thats a pretty cool name.

lunedì, ottobre 6

"Well, she's walking through the clouds,
With a circus mind that's running wild,
Butterflies and Zebras,
And Moonbeams and fairy tales.
That's all she ever thinks about.
Riding with the wind.

When I'm sad, she comes to me,
With a thousand smiles she gives to me free.
It's alright, she says it's alright,
Take anything you want from me,
Anything.
Fly on little wing."

can still be that?
oh yeah! i didnt make this layout. again its from blogskins, but again, its my picture. good times.
hmm, i did it again. new layout, same picture. i'll redo more of it later. in the mean time, i'll be reading! wahoo.
African river hippo Funani, left, gives her female calf, Jazi, a little nudge as they swim inside a 150,000-gallon pool exhibit at the San Diego Zoo, Friday, Oct. 3, 2003. The 3-month-old, 260-pound Jazi is the third female calf to be born to Funani in the last four years. Baby hippos, which weigh between 80 and 100 pounds at birth, are born swimming and do virtually everything underwater. (AP Photo/San Diego Zoo, Ken Bohn)

lookit the hippopottami!

domenica, ottobre 5

fucking fuck fuck

dad: hi! we're coming over!
me: really? why?
dad: because we want to have dinner... and you have to sign something
me: sign what
dad: the insurance
dad: we're taking you off the insurance for the mercedes
me: WHAT? WHY?
dad: because you're too expensive and you're not driving it
me: yeah? whos fault is that that im not driving it?

fuck them. im not letting them up here.
this has definiately been a life changing weekend.

venerdì, ottobre 3

so. im all by my lonesome in my dorm and my hall is fairly empty. what to do, what to do.
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ohh. good times

mercoledì, ottobre 1

omG my freeking legs are SOOOO itchy. you see, english teacher decided to have a class outside... on the grass.

good idea, but not for someone wearing shortS! bah. the day i wear shorts. seriously, thats just my luck...

anyways... im doing nothing now. nothing...



nothing...


haha
oh! and i forgot that faiza sent me a message! silly me!
my birthday:

holy poo! my birthday was SOO cool! so, about 30 minutes after i posted that last post, i walked over to meet up with jeff at a&i, the dorm thats the midpoint between jeff and me. well, we start walking and he suggests we take the dark scenic route through the barracks, aka family housing. we spot a playground, so we hang around there. we swung on the swings. we monkied on the monkey bars, and jeff did chin ups. so, after much adieu, we headed for his apartment.

let me set up the scene for you all. its dark. his apartment is TOTALLY clean. he lead me into the bedroom to stash me away because he has to set up this dinner he made for me... so im sitting inside, and i need to pee. so for some reason, i feel the need to inform him of this fact. and as i open the door to tell him "i need to use the restroom" i see belinda rush out of vlads room. so then i was thinking... oh! jeff got some people to show up tonight! thats so cool. so i use the restroom and i after im finished, i come out and... PAH! the lights turn on and they say, surprise! and who is they, you ask? well that would be ian, ej, vlad, christine chang, sharlene, belinda (of course), KAT, israel (who i havent seen is such a long time), leslie, guzman and jeff! wowsers naman! i knew that belinda was here but aLL those people? that was a true surprise.

so we ate cake. there were two cakes, one the vlad and jeff made and one from food for less. the one that jeff made was 100% times better than the store bought one.

OH! presents we SOOO cool! kat got me, Unusually Rich-But Not Greasy At All-Hand Cream from Kiehls!! belinda, christine and sharlene got me a box of oatmeal cookies, chocolate and a thong. leslie and guzman got me really pretty flowers, with cardinal purple carnations? jeff got me underwear! yay! *giddy dance* and lotion, bubble bath and body splash in Tender Whisper! it smells pretty too.

the fun highlight of the night was indian poker. thanks to israel's ever changing games.. "bullshit, texas hold'em (jeff's suggestion actually), regular poker!" we all started to be interested in indian poker because it was the easiest. for those who dont know how that works, this is how it goes. and even number of people get dealt out on card. they're not allowed to see that one card. then , at all the same time, you raise the card, face out, to your forehead and you challenge people. challenge meaning "i think my card i higher than yours, and i bet you... a glass of water! ok all, you may think that might be pretty weak, but water is fucking HARD. by the end of that part of the game, belinda and kat each drank a cup of water, jeff drank one cup of water and israel drank 3 cups! after running out of water, we decided to use sode, because we had such a surplus. at the end, i drank one sunkist and a sprite, guzman CHUGGED three sodas, isarel drank 4, jeff drank 3 and vlad... at a whopping 5. oh man, we're WE all hyper. and burping... A LOT. we heard some interesting belches. hehe

in any case, i had such an awesome birthday party, thanks to everyone that came. and thanks soooo much to jeff, who organized it all. i love you ALL

martedì, settembre 30

my birthday so far:

i talked with jeff during the transition of september 29th to 30th. good times! my RA made me a sign saying happy birthday so people came by and said happy birthday to me. good times. i woke up to my dad calling me, and three texts from eden, katie and alisha! ding later called and we talked for a while. aww i miss bethel! i got up and had a birthday breakfast with lauren. then i went to sign up for a swim class which is basically... swimming. so its good times. they sang happy bday in my math lab and after i walked back to my room. my mom finally called me and so did my sister. i had to head over to my next class which was cool and my other discussion. oh! eden "walked" me back to my dorm. haha :)

well now im here. im headed for jeff's soon, sooo.

BYE!
18.

wow! everyone in my hall is so cool and saying happy birthday! and my RA made me a sign saying "happy birthday vanessa!" :)

lunedì, settembre 29

its the day before my 18th birthday and all i can think of is "wow, i can finally put my REAL age on friendster"

how sad.


anyways, i did my laundry today and a girl doing her laundry at the same time as me accidentally left a red piece of paper in one of her jean pockets during the wash. all her jeans turned an ugly splotchy red. i dont know why i just shared that with you. but it sucks to be her!

i had lunch with jeff, belinda and other a phi o people. it just occured to me that i didnt say "bye" or "nice meeting you" to any of them. yikes.

well. today has been my last day of seventeen. hmm. is it the age of eighteen or twenty-one where you get considered to be an adult? im not so excited about my birthday as i was last year or the year before. maybe this is like christmas on how it isnt exciting anymore and how it just plain sucks. everything has become so desensitized.

but i do hope to
i will have a happy birthday. that would be something nice to have.
i went to chruch today. good times. tomorrow, something cool will happen.

domenica, settembre 28



aint that pretty. thats my view from my dorm's window. all the foliage. anyhoo, its sunday and im doing ... nothing
hey guys. yesterday, i went to debut practice with jeff. wow! we got the waltz down! :)

oh! and guess what. jeff has a car! weeeeeeeeeee!

venerdì, settembre 26

so cool times today!

i didnt have class because i dont have class on friday. dont worry all, i'll be all cramped with classes by next quarter. anyhoo i basically stayed in my room all day except for the morning. there was a block party on campus and thrice played. pretty cool but jeff and i got separated and he got trampled on and i got groped (gross) but i got to the front for part of it, so it was pretty cool. after the concert i met some a phi o people, pretty cool. we'll see if i pledge.

well now i back at my dorm, thanks to a ride from jeff's big, ian. good times. but i feel gross. sweaty and gross. anyways, i'll be in los angeles tomorrow and that'll be fun times at bethel's debut practice. hard to believe that two weeks ago we saw rufio. craaazy.

giovedì, settembre 25

did i mention i had classes today?

and there are hot boys everywhere
(that was jeff talking)
jeff: hell yeah we're waking up tommorrow morning
me: no we won't
jeff: yea we will. we'll have plenty of time to do laundry. my first class is at 2, and your's is at... monday

mercoledì, settembre 24

well the past few days have been pleasant.

riverside is not too bad. the people on my floor are loud and ... loud, but in general pretty nice. i live in what they here in the building i live in, lothian, call the cave. why? because i live past the part where most people think the hall ends. visit me to find out what that means. my roommate is really nice. the guy who lives next door to me knows a bunch of people from immac like bel, chon and esther. the girls down my hall think im a genius because i fixed their lamp that the guy who lives next to themcouldnt. oh! and ahely lives down my hall!

jeff's apartment is a pleasant 15 minute walk from my dorm. i think its great that walking therfe takes less time than driving from my house to his in whittier. very nice apartment. i helped his big from a phi o build his futon and i built his nightstand. fun times.

my dorm is dorm-sized, so i really cant say anything.



yeah cool time.

domenica, settembre 21

YAY! i have internet. haha.

sabato, settembre 20

uhh. im in east lothian in the their comp lab. apparently, theres a virus going around and they're recommending us to not connected to the internet...

anyhoo.. YAY! college stuffage. im con belinda pingol! and shes drinking wild cherry pepsi! wah hoo.

my roommate's pretty cool. we both like the same type of music... ie radiohead, fiona apple, tori.. yeah

and thats all.

venerdì, settembre 19

time to put this baby to bed. my laptop i mean.

good bye los angeleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees.

wait... arent i coming back every week for ding's debut practice?
hmm. the day before i move away. interesting.

giovedì, settembre 18

so i visited my beloved immac. and then 30 minutes later, left. whats up with all those bees?

anyways. i ate a lot today, and im still hungry. after survivor: pearl islands, i'll go walk that goddamned russian leader dog.

mercoledì, settembre 17

My inner child is sixteen years old today

My inner child is sixteen years old!


Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.


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how utterly accurate.

well.. on tuesday, i hung out with jeff and today, i tried to open a checking account at washington mutual but apparently you have to be 18 for that. the things i have to wait for for free cheking. then i hung out wiht jeffrey.

so! a blog.

monday, i woke up in kats bed... wah hoo! usc. their food isnt so bad.. very good macaroni and cheese. anyways, we basically ate, watched SatC, and went to Erin's goodbye/faux birthday party, which was much fun.

lunedì, settembre 15

hey kids, im at kats dorm! i slept over! wah hoo!!!

domenica, settembre 14

alas. so things have happened in the past few days.

one: jeff and i recognized our 16 months together. :)

two: i took my mom the arcadia in the thick thick morning fog and dropped by jo's house at 8:30 in the morning and later headed to welcome day. those freshmn are some durned cute. lets hope they're not as sexually active as some people the in the previous freshman class. and durned faculty and they're 'immaculate hogwarts'. maybe they'll get a clue and make it a reality. that would be rad

three: met up with kat at immac and headed back to jo's where we were later joined by katie, eden, ding, grass and our old friend yuca's. after that, i parted to pick up my mom and then to jeff a work to pick him up for... the rufio concert!

so man.. the concert at the Troubadour was pretty damned awesome. i got me self a rufio tee shirt for 12 bucks. the first band was pretty cool. the second band sounded like radiohead so i really dug that. they seemed a little out of place except for the second to the last song, but all in all pretty good. the third band, motion city sound track was sooooo rad, especially the keyboad dude and his acrobatice skills. and then rufio was sooooooo faaaaaacking good. man. kat was just bouncing and moshing away to the front and i was just pushing and moving with the crowd. but maan it was crazy. i fell once and three people pulled me back up and i almost fell just jeff caught me in time. in the end, they played "still" which was craaaazay. we also had a huge group with us.. brian, bethel, kat, jo , norm, bel, keith, and of course jeff and me. after the concert we ate at "el gran burrito" next to the subway station. yum.

four: today was lauren's birthday thang. i was the first there because... yeah hehe. anyways, when i got there, lauren and her cousin anthony who i met at a JSA convention where watching bringing down the house. gabi was the second to arrive and them leslie, guzman, erin, rushayne, laura, hailey and renee arrived in her four dolla skirt. the food was good and so was sitting in a circle and talking about random things. eden described it pretty well, and i quote, from her blog... "after sitting around, waltzing,fiddling around with Anthony's guitar, and the usual dose of random things..lauren thought that it would be lovely to sit at the park and do the same thing." so we did.

and another thing... EDEN IS MY TWIN. for serious. 1) we drive big cars and we haul people around. 2) we both we're watching that "according to jim" episode a week ago. 3) we both had that circle blog. 4) her blog layout now and my previous blog layout looks similar. 5) we both have the same class ring (blue stone, yellow gold) 6)we both have the SAME kind of levi's jeans. 7) we both heart aimee mann songs.

so there. is that not the best proof? yes.

when we got back to lauren's grandparents' house, we played "in my world" guzman got it really quickly! like... when eden, leslie, lauren, renee, grass and erin we throwing things out, he piped in with the right answer! wowsas! then leslie got it, then grass, then i had to write it out for erin, eden and renee. lauren will soon figure it out.

after lauren's shin-dig, i headed for dockweiler beach and met up with bj, belinda, keith and of course, jeff. i stuck around for a little bit but then took jeff home. his knees we're killing him, so i left his house at 11 and now im home. yay! and the weekend isnt even over yet!

mercoledì, settembre 10

holy fucking frijoles. i move in 10 days!

frightening. but yes. i will be leaving home. only to comeback for bethel's debut practice. heh.
ha. so. two of my previous layout from blogskins.com are now in the top rated 15. that would be the circle one and the green minty one.

today i had a date with jeff and it was rad!

martedì, settembre 9

so today, because i seriously cannot leave my house, i went blog hopping. but serious blog hopping. like... clicking on links. and like most times i've ended up on a xanga site. wow. this girl has a million and a half links, a boyfriend, and when you right click on her site, a warning bow pops up and says, "FUCK OFF" and guess what? this girl is twelve.

wait a second. what was i doing when i was twelve? hmm.. boyfriendless, kissless, blogless, and ooh! internetless!

interesting.

lunedì, settembre 8

oh and i've finally named my laptop... its Donnie!

domenica, settembre 7

U.S. illusionist David Blaine embarks on 44 days of starvation and solitary confinement in a glass box hung from a crane by the river Thames in London, September 5, 2003. Blaine will be encased the box and go without food and will only have access to water fed through a tube for the 44 day stunt. (Kieran Doherty/Reuters)
life in a box is better than no life at all. -guildenstern... or rosencrantz?

well thats david blaine up there. kudos to him. proved r&g right.

this blog entry will cover my weekend.

so i went back to work today... and yay! i brought home work! im sorting out ALL the senior proofs and negatives! its time consuming and it sucks to think that if fuck up on this, girl's will order the wrong picture and will cause them to get this pics later than usual. everyone turned out really well so thats really good for them. likei said before, im working at home, so i'll be sitting on my ass this week cutting up negatives but getting paid 8 bucks an hour. very cool.

and who showed up on my door step today? the elusive kat!

today seriously felt like a monday. thats frightening.

on saturday, jeff and i picked up a sick Kat to get to debut practice. waltzing is frigging difficult as jeff and i learned yesterday. and yes, we rubbed each other the wrong way but we figured things out and now its all good again.

venerdì, settembre 5

again with the staying up late...

i've just watched donnie darko in full again, with commentary. theres so much i didnt see the first time (part in due that my tv screen is the size of a dinnerplate) and some things are still almost making sense.

anyways. im just took a finding nemo quiz. yaaay

You are NIGEL!
What Finding Nemo Character are You?

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